Just a quick update on how my reta journey is going.
I began back in February and, honestly, it had been going really well. The losses were steady, the side effects stayed manageable, and I felt like I was making fast, real progress while still getting my nutrients in without feeling too wiped out. I've been sitting on 3mg for the past 4 weeks.
Sadly, roughly a month ago I went through some personal stuff that hit me hard on the mental side. My depression came roaring back, and my appetite has vanished ever since. It isn't the usual suppression I used to feel either. There were stretches where I couldn't eat for days and had to force myself to sip anything at all just to stay hydrated.
At this point my interest in food is basically gone and forcing myself simply isn't possible, so my average intake works out around 200, 600 on a good day - sometimes nothing at all. Nothing sounds appealing, and eating feels like a chore rather than something I enjoy. Even liquids get difficult some days. Because of that, I haven't pinned in 9 days now, but the hunger never came back. I still have no appetite and mostly just feel empty.
It's been a strange experience, because up until this started everything was going exactly how I hoped. Right now I'm just focusing on getting through the depression and finding a way to get nutrition and hydration in consistently again.
Has anyone else dealt with the same thing, where the depression just steamrolled any normal hunger signal while on reta? Before this, sadness meant bingeing for me; now it means I don't eat at all.
I began back in February and, honestly, it had been going really well. The losses were steady, the side effects stayed manageable, and I felt like I was making fast, real progress while still getting my nutrients in without feeling too wiped out. I've been sitting on 3mg for the past 4 weeks.
Sadly, roughly a month ago I went through some personal stuff that hit me hard on the mental side. My depression came roaring back, and my appetite has vanished ever since. It isn't the usual suppression I used to feel either. There were stretches where I couldn't eat for days and had to force myself to sip anything at all just to stay hydrated.
At this point my interest in food is basically gone and forcing myself simply isn't possible, so my average intake works out around 200, 600 on a good day - sometimes nothing at all. Nothing sounds appealing, and eating feels like a chore rather than something I enjoy. Even liquids get difficult some days. Because of that, I haven't pinned in 9 days now, but the hunger never came back. I still have no appetite and mostly just feel empty.
It's been a strange experience, because up until this started everything was going exactly how I hoped. Right now I'm just focusing on getting through the depression and finding a way to get nutrition and hydration in consistently again.
Has anyone else dealt with the same thing, where the depression just steamrolled any normal hunger signal while on reta? Before this, sadness meant bingeing for me; now it means I don't eat at all.