Illfighthimsharon23
Explorer
I doubt that a whole lot of folks will bother going through what I've written here.
Hi there,
Randy is what I go by (though that's not the name on my papers), and Switzerland is where I'm based. Lately I've been going downhill, caught up in watching looksmaxxing clips, BP, and naturally Jordan too, plus all those incredibly blessed, handsome models and actors that so many people look up to. For as long as I can remember I've been a fairly upbeat guy and I do my best to keep it that way. My own view was always that I'm average in the looks department, and at times I even figured I was good-looking. To get hollow cheeks I began icing my face. What exactly was off about my face I couldn't say, yet I was sure something was.
What I always saw was the front of my face, my blue eyes and my dark hair (brown). My negative canthal tilt was the very first thing that caught my attention. That left me quite insecure, and I kept wandering deeper. Jawlines were never something I paid much mind to, and my side profile was something I hardly ever checked. If only I had left it alone, since it wrecked me.
A very flat face is what I now understand I have (my maxilla and infras are recessed. On top of that my nose is big, which in my own eyes makes me look like an idiot. My chin is recessed as well, though my mandible is quite decent. A good brow ridge and low-set eyebrows are mine, along with a good mandix and low upper-eyelid exposure. High-set cheekbones are also part of my face, and they aren't especially prominent.
Joining appealed to me because improving myself in every way interests me, not only the gym and surgery. For quite a while I'd been looking but constantly felt stuck. Where to start or where to look was never clear to me. A friend of mine, someone a few years older who helped me out, is the one who put me onto this forum. My thanks go to him deeply, since it looks like a really good forum, one where members genuinely care about what they do and also make an effort to help each other.
So my hope is that I can either reach the end of one journey, or begin an entirely new one.
Kindest regards,
Randy Marsh
Hi there,
Randy is what I go by (though that's not the name on my papers), and Switzerland is where I'm based. Lately I've been going downhill, caught up in watching looksmaxxing clips, BP, and naturally Jordan too, plus all those incredibly blessed, handsome models and actors that so many people look up to. For as long as I can remember I've been a fairly upbeat guy and I do my best to keep it that way. My own view was always that I'm average in the looks department, and at times I even figured I was good-looking. To get hollow cheeks I began icing my face. What exactly was off about my face I couldn't say, yet I was sure something was.
What I always saw was the front of my face, my blue eyes and my dark hair (brown). My negative canthal tilt was the very first thing that caught my attention. That left me quite insecure, and I kept wandering deeper. Jawlines were never something I paid much mind to, and my side profile was something I hardly ever checked. If only I had left it alone, since it wrecked me.
A very flat face is what I now understand I have (my maxilla and infras are recessed. On top of that my nose is big, which in my own eyes makes me look like an idiot. My chin is recessed as well, though my mandible is quite decent. A good brow ridge and low-set eyebrows are mine, along with a good mandix and low upper-eyelid exposure. High-set cheekbones are also part of my face, and they aren't especially prominent.
Joining appealed to me because improving myself in every way interests me, not only the gym and surgery. For quite a while I'd been looking but constantly felt stuck. Where to start or where to look was never clear to me. A friend of mine, someone a few years older who helped me out, is the one who put me onto this forum. My thanks go to him deeply, since it looks like a really good forum, one where members genuinely care about what they do and also make an effort to help each other.
So my hope is that I can either reach the end of one journey, or begin an entirely new one.
Kindest regards,
Randy Marsh