catastrophic5
Explorer
Hey everyone! I'm a college student in the Southeast US, and aviation is my field of study. Growing up as a bigger guy, I've dealt with a whole range of mental health struggles that came out of that. What I want is a change that can help me hopefully improve my mental health and wellness, and I'm here to learn from all of you wonderful people who have more experience than I do.
There's one thing I'm having a hard time with: the thought that turning to these chemicals for something I've repeatedly tried and failed to accomplish on my own makes me weak, or like someone without the discipline and fervor to get it done myself. If you've been in the same boat or wrestled with that idea, I'd really like to hear your perspectives.
In case it matters, I'm 21 years old. This past December I hit my heaviest at 260lbs, and by this June I managed to get down to roughly 215 pounds. I'm 5'10, fairly active, and my university gives me access to a large gym. I'm very grateful for that.
Anywho, I'm excited to be here! Can't wait to meet yall
There's one thing I'm having a hard time with: the thought that turning to these chemicals for something I've repeatedly tried and failed to accomplish on my own makes me weak, or like someone without the discipline and fervor to get it done myself. If you've been in the same boat or wrestled with that idea, I'd really like to hear your perspectives.
In case it matters, I'm 21 years old. This past December I hit my heaviest at 260lbs, and by this June I managed to get down to roughly 215 pounds. I'm 5'10, fairly active, and my university gives me access to a large gym. I'm very grateful for that.
Anywho, I'm excited to be here! Can't wait to meet yall