disasterking
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Hey, no clue whether anyone actually goes through these, but I'll be upfront and do an introduction anyway.
My weight used to sit around 340lbs.
When I began compounded glp1s, the pounds came off fast, yet something felt off — like I was being taken advantage of.
Someone mentioned clinical trials to me, so I signed up for one testing once daily pills. My anti-depressant clashed with the medication, which got me removed, but it had been effective too. Effective in a big way.
After starting a new job, Zepbound was covered, so I stayed on Zepbound for roughly a year.
On Zepbound I dropped more than 125lbs. My life genuinely transformed, but then insurance cut off coverage.
I assumed I'd feel content at the weight Zepbound brought me to, yet keeping it off has been a struggle.
Life changes are in place. These days I bike, and I prepare most of my own meals. I've altered how I eat and how I chew, but since stopping on January 1st I've put on about 15ish pounds.
I suppose the fear of getting big again is what brought me here.
And one more thing — I'm here because...bullying works.
As my size went down, I saw with my own eyes how much kinder people became toward me.
I've watched people speak about heavier folks to me, and how vicious they get once that person's back is turned. That's exactly how they used to talk about me when I wasn't within earshot.
I believe in the body positivity movement, but staying relentlessly positive about yourself gets hard when people treat you so cruelly and meanly just because you weigh more than they do. Online I keep seeing this idea that body positivity is for poor people and glp1s are for the rich, when really the truth is simpler: it's hard to keep repeating "I love myself" when everyone around you is telling you to hate yourself.
Injecting strange chemicals bought off the internet into your body seems crazy to me, but the social capital that comes with being smaller cannot be denied.
The bullying stops.
Food no longer feels like your sole friend and the only thing that shows up for you.
So here I am, ready to inject strange chemicals into my body and keep enjoying what a smaller body grants me.
My weight used to sit around 340lbs.
When I began compounded glp1s, the pounds came off fast, yet something felt off — like I was being taken advantage of.
Someone mentioned clinical trials to me, so I signed up for one testing once daily pills. My anti-depressant clashed with the medication, which got me removed, but it had been effective too. Effective in a big way.
After starting a new job, Zepbound was covered, so I stayed on Zepbound for roughly a year.
On Zepbound I dropped more than 125lbs. My life genuinely transformed, but then insurance cut off coverage.
I assumed I'd feel content at the weight Zepbound brought me to, yet keeping it off has been a struggle.
Life changes are in place. These days I bike, and I prepare most of my own meals. I've altered how I eat and how I chew, but since stopping on January 1st I've put on about 15ish pounds.
I suppose the fear of getting big again is what brought me here.
And one more thing — I'm here because...bullying works.
As my size went down, I saw with my own eyes how much kinder people became toward me.
I've watched people speak about heavier folks to me, and how vicious they get once that person's back is turned. That's exactly how they used to talk about me when I wasn't within earshot.
I believe in the body positivity movement, but staying relentlessly positive about yourself gets hard when people treat you so cruelly and meanly just because you weigh more than they do. Online I keep seeing this idea that body positivity is for poor people and glp1s are for the rich, when really the truth is simpler: it's hard to keep repeating "I love myself" when everyone around you is telling you to hate yourself.
Injecting strange chemicals bought off the internet into your body seems crazy to me, but the social capital that comes with being smaller cannot be denied.
The bullying stops.
Food no longer feels like your sole friend and the only thing that shows up for you.
So here I am, ready to inject strange chemicals into my body and keep enjoying what a smaller body grants me.