StraightCancer
Explorer
Hey all, it's been a while since I posted. Quick update: I dropped from 320 to 230 on Reta over roughly 8 months.
Not long after that, I was in a bad motorcycle wreck. I spent 3 weeks in a medically induced coma and had a huge number of injuries. The worst is likely my brachial plexus injury, which is basically nerve damage around my right shoulder. There are other obvious problems too — my body went flying at allegedly 100+mph, so I don't feel perfect. Due to devascularization I have around 1 and 1/4 kidney left, and even that still needs to fully heal. My blood pressure was a healthy 117/80 and is now 144/104 on BP meds. I also have severe pain in my ulnar nerve that 600mg gabapentin is trying to manage.
Two days ago I learned that healing my nerves so I can close my hand again and enjoy my hobbies will take "several years" rather than a year. After hearing that, I genuinely lost my will to live. I had been expecting a 1-2 year timeframe. I'm now waiting until November 30th for my appointment with my brachial plexus doctor, and if it goes badly, let's just say my overall condition might get a lot worse.
Peptides aren't new to me. I've used semax, selank, GHKCU, and Reta. But now I'm looking for something that can push me in the right direction of healing. Whether I can get cancer or not doesn't really matter, because I don't plan on going much farther unless my recovery is more speedy.
Not long after that, I was in a bad motorcycle wreck. I spent 3 weeks in a medically induced coma and had a huge number of injuries. The worst is likely my brachial plexus injury, which is basically nerve damage around my right shoulder. There are other obvious problems too — my body went flying at allegedly 100+mph, so I don't feel perfect. Due to devascularization I have around 1 and 1/4 kidney left, and even that still needs to fully heal. My blood pressure was a healthy 117/80 and is now 144/104 on BP meds. I also have severe pain in my ulnar nerve that 600mg gabapentin is trying to manage.
Two days ago I learned that healing my nerves so I can close my hand again and enjoy my hobbies will take "several years" rather than a year. After hearing that, I genuinely lost my will to live. I had been expecting a 1-2 year timeframe. I'm now waiting until November 30th for my appointment with my brachial plexus doctor, and if it goes badly, let's just say my overall condition might get a lot worse.
Peptides aren't new to me. I've used semax, selank, GHKCU, and Reta. But now I'm looking for something that can push me in the right direction of healing. Whether I can get cancer or not doesn't really matter, because I don't plan on going much farther unless my recovery is more speedy.
