Nothing fun ever kicked off with a salad. ~ Me
Fresh face here—yeah, I know, Captain Obvious stuff… but the how and the why?
Spoiler: the trail that brought me to this spot actually starts back in 2002, and as you'll find out, a salad had nothing to do with it. I was in college for Chemistry—mostly because every pre-med hopeful chasing a first-year draft slot was piled into Biology, and I figured standing apart was smarter. Plus, a fallback plan felt wise in case I ever needed to break bad. J/K. Anyway, I was young and dumb, and I turned into an incubator for a little bun I adore, though that bun took my physique down with it, the way buns do. Two things hit at once. I got fat, and the medschool dream of becoming Dr. Cmoney flatlined in utero the moment that bun was conceived. I ran through everything. Crash and fad diets, personal trainers, meal replacement shakes—then I landed a doctor handing out phentermine like Costco samples… and half my pregnancy weight came off. Yay me! Then bun #2 showed up. Fat again, plus extra, with bun #2. Back to that doctor, dropped most of it once more. And boom. Bun #3. -_- Tubal ligation locked in immediately because what in the actual fffffffff?!? These days my buns are 22, 19, 16. So for 6 years I was either fat or pregnant and never shed it.. cycled through all those lovely RX stimulants but could never get back under the healthy BMI line.. But quitting isn't my thing. A couple years back, influencers kept hyping Semi. Except they're only dropping 10-15 lbs. I had over a hundred to lose just to match where they started… so I figured the shots were fugazi and never dug into it. Then Jan 2025 I found a new stimulant-pushing doc, but she offered free office visits if I gave the shots a try, plus the stimulants I wanted. So whatever. I did it. It shut her up. I didn't expect much from it. Fast forward to 3 days shy of a year on Triz, and I'm sitting here typing this in a size small, 84lbs down, and stupidly proud of myself. SW: 238 CW: 154 GW: 125
Still, the past month or so I've been stuck. Granted, I haven't really bothered with better eating, protein priority, or workouts. So now I'm skinny fat.. and stalling at skinny fat, sucks!! I did run labs. Healthy as a skinny fat horse could be.. but tired, with compound vitamin deficiency, muscle loss, you know the story. My plan was to reach 135-140, then dial back the Triz and really commit to protein, lifting, cardio to close out strong at 125. But then my doc brought up Ret. Claimed it burns fat at resting and hands me energy. Winning! Then she shoved a PT blend at me and a Testosterone shot. She couldn't answer my questions and tried to bill me for the appt, the PT blend, pushed a new pill, and couldn't answer transitional tirate dosage questions. Side note, since I once wanted to be a doctor, I shadowed them for several months.. and I get that they're chasing revenue too.. well, after a year I was near 8k deep with them, they knew I was close to goal, got greedy, and I walked out.. I casually chatted with a guy friend/gymbro and he instantly knew abt Ret. And sourced me some from his gymbro friend. Perfect! So far… tried it. And omg I'm so freaking hungry. I miss the nausea and food repulsion but this is the miracle drug?!? So I accidentally tumbled into the peptide rabbit hole. Gymbro won't sign off on me at 125 so he wouldn't reveal the mg for my premed Brain to work out my dosing against the gymbros. He also didn't factor in that the course for glp-ppl transition is different. But after BA Chemistry wrapped, I went on to collect my MBA. So I'm no dummy. I might've fallen off a turnip truck, but it certainly wasn't yesterday and I'm an experienced GLP consumer. So I measured the reconstituted liquid, found some US based clandestine sellers online to pin down price points, and calculated worst case and best case scenarios to safely tirate with no MG info. All of that is fine.. Found the honey holes, found the labs, learned plenty about complementary stacking etc. So at this point I'm well versed but hope to learn more from here and aggressively/safely reach my goal by being safe and knowledgeable in the grey area.
who knows maybe even one day help other noobies in return. I'll make some progress pics available publicly and attach the links as I do them. But for now this is my intro story from start to present. Thanks for letting me join and reading! -Cmoney
Fresh face here—yeah, I know, Captain Obvious stuff… but the how and the why?
Spoiler: the trail that brought me to this spot actually starts back in 2002, and as you'll find out, a salad had nothing to do with it. I was in college for Chemistry—mostly because every pre-med hopeful chasing a first-year draft slot was piled into Biology, and I figured standing apart was smarter. Plus, a fallback plan felt wise in case I ever needed to break bad. J/K. Anyway, I was young and dumb, and I turned into an incubator for a little bun I adore, though that bun took my physique down with it, the way buns do. Two things hit at once. I got fat, and the medschool dream of becoming Dr. Cmoney flatlined in utero the moment that bun was conceived. I ran through everything. Crash and fad diets, personal trainers, meal replacement shakes—then I landed a doctor handing out phentermine like Costco samples… and half my pregnancy weight came off. Yay me! Then bun #2 showed up. Fat again, plus extra, with bun #2. Back to that doctor, dropped most of it once more. And boom. Bun #3. -_- Tubal ligation locked in immediately because what in the actual fffffffff?!? These days my buns are 22, 19, 16. So for 6 years I was either fat or pregnant and never shed it.. cycled through all those lovely RX stimulants but could never get back under the healthy BMI line.. But quitting isn't my thing. A couple years back, influencers kept hyping Semi. Except they're only dropping 10-15 lbs. I had over a hundred to lose just to match where they started… so I figured the shots were fugazi and never dug into it. Then Jan 2025 I found a new stimulant-pushing doc, but she offered free office visits if I gave the shots a try, plus the stimulants I wanted. So whatever. I did it. It shut her up. I didn't expect much from it. Fast forward to 3 days shy of a year on Triz, and I'm sitting here typing this in a size small, 84lbs down, and stupidly proud of myself. SW: 238 CW: 154 GW: 125
Still, the past month or so I've been stuck. Granted, I haven't really bothered with better eating, protein priority, or workouts. So now I'm skinny fat.. and stalling at skinny fat, sucks!! I did run labs. Healthy as a skinny fat horse could be.. but tired, with compound vitamin deficiency, muscle loss, you know the story. My plan was to reach 135-140, then dial back the Triz and really commit to protein, lifting, cardio to close out strong at 125. But then my doc brought up Ret. Claimed it burns fat at resting and hands me energy. Winning! Then she shoved a PT blend at me and a Testosterone shot. She couldn't answer my questions and tried to bill me for the appt, the PT blend, pushed a new pill, and couldn't answer transitional tirate dosage questions. Side note, since I once wanted to be a doctor, I shadowed them for several months.. and I get that they're chasing revenue too.. well, after a year I was near 8k deep with them, they knew I was close to goal, got greedy, and I walked out.. I casually chatted with a guy friend/gymbro and he instantly knew abt Ret. And sourced me some from his gymbro friend. Perfect! So far… tried it. And omg I'm so freaking hungry. I miss the nausea and food repulsion but this is the miracle drug?!? So I accidentally tumbled into the peptide rabbit hole. Gymbro won't sign off on me at 125 so he wouldn't reveal the mg for my premed Brain to work out my dosing against the gymbros. He also didn't factor in that the course for glp-ppl transition is different. But after BA Chemistry wrapped, I went on to collect my MBA. So I'm no dummy. I might've fallen off a turnip truck, but it certainly wasn't yesterday and I'm an experienced GLP consumer. So I measured the reconstituted liquid, found some US based clandestine sellers online to pin down price points, and calculated worst case and best case scenarios to safely tirate with no MG info. All of that is fine.. Found the honey holes, found the labs, learned plenty about complementary stacking etc. So at this point I'm well versed but hope to learn more from here and aggressively/safely reach my goal by being safe and knowledgeable in the grey area.