Beardboost
Explorer
Today marked a significant milestone for me. Yet the story behind it doesn't start on a happy note.
Depression was part of my life for 4 years. That initial year proved the hardest — hospital stays, times I vanished, days and nights when police and family combed the area searching while I was trapped somewhere I couldn't get out of.
At some point, I turned to food as my way of coping. It was among the few sources of comfort I had, fleeting as it was. Across those years, I put on 5 stone.
Prior to all that, cycling 25 miles daily was normal for me. It defined part of who I was. Slowly though, that version of me slipped away. The habit died, drive vanished, and in the end, I shifted from being active in everything to doing absolutely nothing.
Now here I am, 1 month into turning my life around. I got on the scales and discovered 10kg had disappeared. That's not only weight — it's doubt, pain, and the stuck version of myself gone too.
Just 1 month back, I had zero motivation. No clear path. Today, I'm putting myself back together — stronger, sharper, more resolved than I've ever been. I'm not merely returning to who I was… I'm turning into someone improved.
This won't be short-lived. It's not some passing stage. It's a pledge.
I'm committed for the long haul. Nothing can hold me back now. My head is clear, my aim is fixed, and at last the road ahead is visible.
Depression was part of my life for 4 years. That initial year proved the hardest — hospital stays, times I vanished, days and nights when police and family combed the area searching while I was trapped somewhere I couldn't get out of.
At some point, I turned to food as my way of coping. It was among the few sources of comfort I had, fleeting as it was. Across those years, I put on 5 stone.
Prior to all that, cycling 25 miles daily was normal for me. It defined part of who I was. Slowly though, that version of me slipped away. The habit died, drive vanished, and in the end, I shifted from being active in everything to doing absolutely nothing.
Now here I am, 1 month into turning my life around. I got on the scales and discovered 10kg had disappeared. That's not only weight — it's doubt, pain, and the stuck version of myself gone too.
Just 1 month back, I had zero motivation. No clear path. Today, I'm putting myself back together — stronger, sharper, more resolved than I've ever been. I'm not merely returning to who I was… I'm turning into someone improved.
This won't be short-lived. It's not some passing stage. It's a pledge.
I'm committed for the long haul. Nothing can hold me back now. My head is clear, my aim is fixed, and at last the road ahead is visible.